Hi, my name is mike. First I would like to say my heart goes out to all those families out there going through bad times. I have been with my wife for 11yrs, married for 2yrs. We have 6 kids all together ( 4 hers, 2 mine) and our 7mo old granddaughter that lives with us. We are a loving family. I never thought I would get to this. I have always been a hard worker. Worked hard for my family. We've had some bad time but always made it out, me & my wife. About 2yrs ago my wife had to let her job for FED-EX go. Due to her back, lower disc deteriorated. She had a operation on her back to replaced the disc. After all this her job tricked her into taking a settlement and leaving her job. " As they said to her there's no lite dutes in FED-EX ". She was put into a program to help people with Dissabilities find a new career they can handle. For the past year and a half she has been working hard on her new career (Auto-CAD Drafting) specializing in Archetecture Design. And she is doing great. She will be finished April of this year. The bad part is, all that time it was only me working. We thought I can do it but it's been getting worse and worse. Our bills are to the MAX. Had to cut our cells off, Car Insurance is over, and we have a house that I pray we don't lose. I cry at night thinking of my situation (a man that can't save his family). My mom always told me GOD will always help you, just ask him. Sad to say I have gave up on him now. Today I was looking online for something that could help me and found this site. I started reading all the sad things people are going through out there. I thought I was alone! I don't give up on life because my granddaughter don't let me. I was a man of lots of pride. No more. For me to be writing this, GOD must be guiding me. He is all I have. If there is help out there, I leave it to God to do his work. My love goes to all of you out there. We will see the sunshine after the storm. ( LafamiliaV@msn.com )